It makes me a little sad this will never be anything but a garage door & a window in an alley. No matter how much I, or anyone else, admires it - it will never be anything but a garage door in an ally. This happens to me all the time. I’ll see an arrangement of forms and stand in place looking at how accidentally&beautifully things are arranged and It’ll make me sad because it’s so perfect, but for no reason at all. There’s nothing further to do with it. It just is. And I have the current moment to enjoy it and then that’s it. I’ll never do anything with it or to it. It’ll just be. And I’ll just be. And that’s it.
So I’ve taken a sixth month hiatus from photos and I’m finally getting excited about shooting again. I never got my film camera fixed - plus it’s just entirely too much work / too expensive - and my go-to lens on my DSLR broke, but hopefully I can make this work because I really want to shoot again! Expect good things soon.
(This photo is years old btw)
This is my grandfather, Rick Turner.
This is me.
